feelings as of now.

once you get past the worst stages in your life it shapes you- even if you don't think you could possibly take another second, you can get through it. Each day has it's own anxieties and I'm sure there's something worth living for because even in my darkest hours when everyone was seemingly against me and death seemed like a friend rather than a foe, I realized my death would only cause someone else in my life to want to die...to have a hard time...to give up and lose their smile. it'd even affect me if you actually did give up and i have never met you even once in my life or know who you are.

cheer up and fight those kind of thoughts cuz it helps no one- not even to read about them. thanks for sharing this with #SayItHere though and opening up about your feelings